Joanna I just heard about ur website at an on line support group called chronically awesome. I have read ur blogs heard u play. I just feel like if I could meet u it would make a dream come true. I suffer from lupus sle,fibro,depression and anxiety I was diagnosed in 1990 and here we r n 2013 and I'm still asking god why did I get this and must I suffer everyday like this. I feel u could help me learn to accept this and help me fight this because I have givin up I don't want to fight anymore. I just can't I just want it to end. Thinking of tomorrow being in a pain and being sick another day I just want to quit but I have two children and I can't leave them but honestly I don't want to live like this anymore. I just feel its unfair to make someone suffer this bad all I do is cry and yell why me. But no one is answering me back I know u r busy but I beg u to see if I could change my thinking before its too late thank u for listening Cheryl Obrien 908-930-8170 from New Jersey keep playing that beautiful music my prayers go out to u for u to feel better